Plz ans and suggest?

i like and love a girl more than my life,but doesnot trust me coz of some misunderstandings i ca clear but if given a chance.i donot get her so no one willl come to my life.and i will wait till my death.whenever she wana come willl bee most welcome.i can do anything for her.even i can sacrifice my life for her.i respect her.never aimed to disgrace or harm her.and f not find her i will leave forever every relations and country.why she doesnot trust me.Allah is the witness of my love,respect.fairness and honest for her,she is the fiirst and last in my life.i love her for more than a year.i trust her,i love her,i respect her.